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If there is one thing that I find absolutely awesome yet completely annoying and frustrating it’s lucid dreaming. I love the fact that I’m aware that I’m dreaming, but I can’t stand the fact that it makes me restless and fitful. I’m just awake enough to have my eyes open and seeing around me but just asleep enough to be in that dream and out of control of my body.

At least I was alone last night so the only person I was bothering with my kicking around was the dog, who just groaned and wasn’t moving off the bed. I vaguely remember saying over and over that something was wrong or wasn’t right. The dream itself though? Not a clue. Eventually I woke up enough to snap myself out of it and realized just how tired I really was. Lucid dreaming will do that to you. Luckily I fell right back into a peaceful sleep.

Does that ever happen to you?

Apparently no one informed me that for the past year … year and a half… that I:

• moved away.
• was dead.
• was pregnant.
• was in hiding.

God forbid that I stayed out of town and its drama while I was being a stay at home wife. The hiding one really makes me laugh because it came from an Aunt who thought I was in hiding because of my Mother and her drama. <3 I love it. People are just amazed when they see me, I always hear “When did you get back?!”

Thanks for letting me know I was supposed to be gone :P.

So, here are the same photos from this entry. Except now I have a size 13 pants on that fit rather than a size 16 that fall off if I’m not careful. Better? Still have that top panda pooch above my belly button, but since you can’t spot train fat to go away it’ll have to go in time. *glares at it*  :grr:

So if you compare the two…

I think the Size 13 pants really help, at least in my butt area.

I’ve been watching a lot of Fruits Basket lately, and one thing that really struck me is the main characters sense of positivity. She always tries to see the good in people and puts others before herself. This is something I’d like to work on. To be more positive and find a balance between selflessness and selfishness.

So starting today I’m going to try to be more positive, find that balance, do what I want to do that day not put it off, let the people around me know what I think and how much I care for them. Things like that.

Amazing what anime can teach you ;)

I can’t wait until June 14th! The new Alice: Madness Returns game comes out. I’ve only been waiting years for a sequel after becoming highly addicted to the first one. Thank god for pre-order and one day shipping!